God has been telling me not to live in what the world believes but to live in what He has called me to do and to be.
Speaking of living for God and others, I myself thought that I've been working hard to it. I just wanna show friendliness, warmth to people whom I've just met or have known, especially the ones you can feel their loneliness because I wanna let them feel God's love that I've experienced. But certainly not forcing myself to make up a conversation just for the sake of talking.
I found that there're many times the 3rd party would give me the kind of feeling that I was too enthusiastic or I should not have done this or that. Is it because of their insecurities which caused them to judge me? I know I shouldn't be bothered but I can't for I know I care so much of my friends' feelings and do not wanna disappoint them. Isn't that I'm contrasting myself with what I've said in the first line?
Again, in the first place, if I didn't judge them for judging me, I wouldn't have felt that way. Isn't that God is supposed to be in the first place in my heart? Why do I care about what the others would think about me?
Romans 8:31 "If God is for us, who can be against us?"
Speaking of living for God and others, I myself thought that I've been working hard to it. I just wanna show friendliness, warmth to people whom I've just met or have known, especially the ones you can feel their loneliness because I wanna let them feel God's love that I've experienced. But certainly not forcing myself to make up a conversation just for the sake of talking.
I found that there're many times the 3rd party would give me the kind of feeling that I was too enthusiastic or I should not have done this or that. Is it because of their insecurities which caused them to judge me? I know I shouldn't be bothered but I can't for I know I care so much of my friends' feelings and do not wanna disappoint them. Isn't that I'm contrasting myself with what I've said in the first line?
Again, in the first place, if I didn't judge them for judging me, I wouldn't have felt that way. Isn't that God is supposed to be in the first place in my heart? Why do I care about what the others would think about me?
Romans 8:31 "If God is for us, who can be against us?"
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